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"After losing her identity, her sense of self-worth, and her hope for the future, Holly found herself sitting alone in a bathtub contemplating suicide." Madison became one of Hefner’s ‘girlfriends’ in 2001, eventually becoming his “number one girl,” before leaving the mansion to pursue her own interests.
In interviews surrounding the book’s release, Madison – now married with a two-year-old daughter – has stated she has not spoken to Hefner in four years.
About Crystal, Holly added, 'I don’t really know her.
I’m just really protective and want to make sure he’s making the right choices.'The other Girls Next Door - Kendra Wilkinson and Bridget Marquardt - are invited according to Hefner.
The magazine mogul, who turned 85 on April 9, is preparing to marry Crystal Harris, 24, in a lavish ceremony at the Playboy mansion in June.
Madison, 32, made no secret of her desire to be the third Mrs Hefner during their seven year relationship.
While living at the mansion, Holly had brought up the subject of marriage and children several times but it never came to anything. 'I just want to give the relationship that kind of formal statement. It shouldn’t be about ex-girlfriends showing up and what are their reactions and stuff like that.
I think it should be about them', she said earlier this year.
In her 2015 book , Madison wrote about being one of Hef's live-in girlfriends, an experience she portrayed as mostly negative.
In her AMA, she was asked what she would tell her younger self."I'd tell myself not to be scared to stand up for myself, and don't be too much of a people pleaser," she wrote.
"I think that was one of my fatal flaws—I was always afraid to step out of line, or of 'getting in trouble,' so—I wasn't as fearless as a I should have been."5. When Madison lived in the Playboy Mansion, she had four of them."Well, when I left, I was living between a hotel and between a condo that I wasn't at very often, so my parents were kind enough to take them," she said in her AMA.
"Um, I don't know, I'm kind of ambivalent toward it."She also confirmed to the user she and Hef had only met a few times before she moved into the Mansion, which was not unusual with regard to his live-in girlfriends. She recalls no favorite room at the Playboy Mansion: "Ummm—you know, I didn't really have one," Madison wrote in her AMA. "In , Madison criticizes some of the Playboy Mansion's decor, saying Hefner "always insisted" on having white carpets in his girlfriends' bedrooms, "despite all the dogs constantly relieving themselves everywhere," and adding that they also contained "mismatched, beat-up furniture." 4.
She would not repeat her Playboy experience: When asked if she would choose to be a Playboy Bunny again, if she could go back in time, Madison said, "That's a complicated question because I like where I ended up in life, and I think the mistakes you make, you learn lessons for a reason.